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Archive for July, 2009

I feel the urge to share this as I deeply agree with it…
1. Read spiritual and uplifting books. Think about what you read, and find out how you can use the information in your life.
2. Meditate for at least 15 minutes every day. If you do not know how to meditate, it is easy to [...]

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I’ve been all over lately with Cassie. From the OC Fair to having dinners at Downtown Disney, to even walking Hunington Beach Pier at sunset. It’s great to go out with some one close to you to places you always found yourself incredibly happy at.
It’s been quite a nice time lately despite recent harsh news [...]

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So I’m at this point again where I need to find myself. I’ve been so lost and meshed up in things and feelings that I forgotten who I am, but after a certain trip to the OC fair with Cassie it became clear to me I need to really focus on who I am.
Thankfully I [...]

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This poem was written when I found an old ring some one dear once gave to me, it inspires me, no matter how burnt it is, I found beauty in this finding.
At the tip of my lips,
I can taste a different world beyond my reach,
where I am just a star above your home.
So distant and [...]

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…To have such a close friend in my life the way I do now. I never had anyone mean so much to me and know me inside and out so well. To be so understanding and to be able to hold such deep conversations where you just want to keep talking till the moon rises.
To [...]

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I was feeling like utter shit awhile ago then randomly I just felt better. I felt happier and I’m having good times again. It’s like I said things always just turn out well for me. Maybe it’s also because I’m able to write again, also that Cassie and I are being closer friends too. It’s [...]

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She’s tripping on her acid
Lucid and seductive
By the colors she’s getting distracted
She shouldn’t be so destructive
A tripping hope in hollow walls
She’s lost in her imagination
As I skip down her memory halls
Only she thinks I’m part of her creation
A man molded of clay
Dancing to your tune
Like the union, I obey
Maybe just a little to soon
She exposes [...]

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I swear sometimes I feel like I’m really slow for learning the most important lessons…
Things happen for a reason.

Since I honestly don’t believe in coincidences really, I believe certain things in our lives happen for a reason and this thought has made me smile inside. I’m not going to be alone in this world and [...]

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If I can push back this I know I’ll be ok.
I know inside now that I have to push through this, to push past this pain inside. I know if I don’t then I fail….
Even when the pain hurts so much inside it reminds me why I went on with my life, even as I [...]

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I’ve loved the girl of my dreams
then she was taken away from me
I’ve loved my best friend
but could never put myself into romance past feeling like friends
I haven’t been the same person in 5 years and it’s affecting everything around me. I am trying hard to be what I want to be, what I was [...]

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