So im moving onto Costa Mesa soon, closer to school, and if anything I’ll also look at Irvine, Tustin, Aliso Viejo, Mission Viejo and Lake forest too.
It shall be fun
I’ve been trying to get some photoshoots done, I did get one with a good up and coming photographer Paul Ryan. Photos came out, and you can see them if you want at my personal myspace or facebook.
Either I havent had time for updating. Relationships and changing jobs (higher pay at the new one) tend to take up all of your time. Plus your old but new best friends too.
Life is interesting, going to work full time plus school plus moving out? Jesus christ!
-Spooky McGee
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When I hear of “2010″ I keep thinking of those old Sci-Fi movies where theres flying cars and trash can walking and talking robots.
But that’s not it, not how we thought of back in the 40’s and 50’s. But we none the less have advanced greatly, especially in our own lives. This is a year of change and to move forward, with yourself, with work, with a romantic one, or a friend. A time to react. Time to take advantage of situations. Let’s move forward. I decided to start change with my music project from “Demons in the Black Light” to “Download the Tranquility”.
I hope you all had a safe and fun New Years as I did with me and some close friends. We can only hope Tim really did use the blow horn I gave him abusively. We even did some tarot readings which was fun.
Now lets move forward with the year!
-Spooky D. McGee
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When I see people growing up and changing into a direction that is opposite of what they are. Or maybe now we see who we really are when we are alone?
I’m not alone though really. A loving girlfriend who has been supporting me for just about 6 months and has helped me reply into school and friends who make me laugh and have amazing adventures.
But I look back on past ones and worry so much about them that sometimes they still haunt my dream yet I keep my mouth shut and hope for the best. People never can see the cracks in the skin from there own point of view and some people refuse and reject others opinions and advice.
Maybe I feel a lone sometimes because I miss some old friends and dear adventures. I miss people who left my life.
I share this also because this is why I create music and this is why I am still alive other wise I would of given up awhile back ago.
Look inside of yourself and TRY to see who YOU REALLY ARE. Is this mask you where an illusion to hide your pain, for attention, to feel different, or is this broken reflection truely who you are? Explore your possibilities in life and find an outlet let it be ART, MUSIC, or LITERATURE. There is never moment to give up who you are. You have a heart. You have reason.
Stay strong everyone.
Peace on Earth.
-Spooky McGee
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- FUCK PLANNING. Nothing will ever go your way if you plan it, not even a back up plan. It’s best to play it by ear and let it come. Theres no way to stop it
- POWER IS MEANINGLESS. To have power corrupts the mind, in the end, power will destroy who you are. Be free and let go
- BE YOURSELF. Think your not good enough for that girl you been chasing after? How about just be yourself and see if she accepts, if not dont worry. And the worse thing you could do is be some one else. You know who you are.
- FOLLOW YOUR HEART. It has lead me to endless areas and Im glad I have gone there. Listen well and..
- NEVER DOUBT. Even one doubt can ruin everything. Be brave and man up.
- TRUTH IS ONLY AN OPINION. No matter what we believe is truth it is never fully real. I could tell some one the endless truth but its only up to them if the truth is real. Even then they may never believe me.
So far this is what Ive been learning the most…more to come I hope…
-Spooky D. McGee
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You tend to think a lot when a friend confronts you on a truth, you appreciate it but it also gives you a sense of distance. Its hard to deal with at time even it was after your time. It hurts but you dont know why. You thought you where over it but it pokes holes in your shields and makes you vulnerable. All of a sudden your back to square one where you thought you where at the end game. Those pieces you move appear to be illusions in the mist. The game is never one with winners, only survivors. You try to roll the dice and move forward, proving inside that you just might be the warrior. But there is always that one fighter that can take you down. How do you step up if you are so afraid? How do move on past this battle? The fact is you cant. You have to sit there and fight it. You have to deal with the tears and the pain all over again. You would think you would easily be able to deal with it, but your not. Your forced into a heavy relization that no matter what you learn in this game, your never better, maybe wiser and always know what to do different but this game has trump cards and tricks up its sleeve, its never safe to relax, your afraid to be the fool. But once you enter this game, that is all you become. The fool. Never the warrior. You are now the jester.
Welcome back to the game.
-Spooky D. McGee
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I really havent have time to say much of anything these days.
Ive only just turned 23 and im still trying to figure out what to do with myself. Theres what I planned and what I know but not what I know realisticly.
Im learning plans never work out. I thought I be engaged by now. OR getting married.
But Im learning a lot from friends like Amanda, sometimes you just need to get up and say hello to some one you care about.
Im trying to enjoy myseld with friends like Tim too along with saying goodbye to my friend Turk as he moved to Connecticut recently.
Life is drasticly changing and moving faster than I thought.
I think I need to say hello to some old people from my past again.
-Spooky D. McGee
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to just be in anger with things. Gah now I get it…
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Well I’ve been working through a bit of a rough time and I suppose my anger has gotten the best of me at times. Anger clouds the mind, rids of any sensable judgement.
Meh I don’t know what to really say here right now. Just that at times it’s been rough and sometimes its been great.
Just trying to figure what to do from here on out…
-Spooky D. McGee
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